It’s just hard you know, like, there’s nothing left to say. It’s hard and I miss him, it sucks and I can’t do anything about it but I love him and I’m just going to wait. That’s just it.
I’ve had a fucking fantastic birthday, I haven’t felt like this is ages and it feels nice ❤️🍹🎈💋😊👌
Just not feelin’ myself lately
And then just like that, out of nowhere, you’ve caught me before I hit the bottom. I remember what it was like when I didn’t have you, I would cry myself sick, I’d stay home from work, drink all day all night all weekend, after work, always.
I’m very lucky to have you. I mustn’t forget that. ❤️